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Tuesday, 24 February 2009
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Come What May...
Hello world,
It has been a long long time since i blogged... I'm in the library now, attempting to do some studying... well... attempting... lol... Exams are coming... aren't we all huge fans of those... =.=! anyways, work is really piling up and time is not extending itself... increasing work + decreasing time = stress...
well, i have begun recently to think about going to summer school... SIM is offering a scholarship of 4000 bucks which basically covers tuition fees and lodging... so i will have to top up around 3000 more to survive there for 2 weeks... i had 3 choices... LSE in London, Hong Kong Chinese University and lastly Berkely school of Business... choices choices... sighhh... well getting the scholarship is one thing... the other is to raise the other 3000... ZZZzzzZZZ....
anyways... skating this saturday... with You... =D it has been great being with You so far... Come what may...
Come What May - Nicole Kidman and Ewan McGregor
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day.
-ILY
Tim
Sunday, 23 November 2008
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Thoughts...
-My thoughts for the past week-
What manner of Christian am i?
I was borne condemned into this world of sin and suffering.
Due to the original sin committed by Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden.
I was on the broad path of destruction heading to hell.
I was rescued from eternal damnation by Christ from the lake of fire and Christ brought into the Almighty's marvelous light.
Christ died on the cross to save one such as me.
There's no greater love than this,
that the Almighty one leave the glories of heaven behind and come to this accursed world,
in the form of a servant humble and meek,
suffered scorn and mocking,
whipping and lashing
and finally suffered the excruciating pain and shame when He hung on the cross to die.
He resurrected for me 3 days later,
victorious over death.
I have victory over death through Christ.
I am bought with a price.
I am free from the bondage of sin.
Now my life i live for Christ alone which is my reasonable service.
Although i often stray back to the broad path of destruction,
His loving hands always guide me back to His fold.
Oh how i hate the sinful nature that is in me and how i long to end this world of suffering to return to my heavenly Father's embrace.
Is it really that bad to die and return home which has no tears, no sufferings, no sin and to be with God for eternity?
The world today seems to be a really difficult place for true Christians to thrive in.
On the surface,
huge churches have sprouted out all over and yet,
spirituality is not condoned.
"How attractive the church is to the world and how huge it is is a measure of how successful it is.
Let us conform more like the world,
so that we could attract more souls into the church and thus we can save them!"
they said.
Rock bands, contemporary/modern christian music, miracle healing, supernatural abilities to speak in tongues and becoming prophets, claiming to be one of the Apostles specially chosen by God, empty health and wealth promises and visions and dreams.
Just a few gimmicks to appear special to attract the world into their beautiful architecture to save them?
Or was there something else they had in mind?
The Bible says, 1 Cor 4:17 "And even things without life giving sound, whether pipe or harp, except they give a distinction in the sounds, how shall it be known what is piped or harped?"
If what you do is exactly the same as what unbelievers do,
how different are you from them?
If the church encourages the same type/genre of music as the rock concerts do,
how different is the church from a concert?
Does biblical separation not mean anything to those people at all?
Be in the world but not of the world.
The Bible has also warned us of false prophets and teachers in the end times.
They are people who will subtly alter, twist, remove, add to the Word of God to mislead His flock.
Seems awfully common nowadays.
I say, lets be careful, better be safe than sorry.
However!
I will not judge anyone,
neither will i condemn anyone.
But maybe its time for all of us to revise our lives.
Is God really first in our hearts?
What are we really going to church for?
Are we really saved?
What does death mean to us?
And lastly,
Will i see u in heaven at the end of the world?
I sincerely pray that i will! =)
-With much love
Tim
Sunday, 09 November 2008
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<3
Aqua Timez - Overcome the Thousands of Nights
I want to be loved, but I don’t try to love
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
For things like that, it’s fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but I don’t try to love
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Tried to love people while unwounded
I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but I don’t try to love
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world
Aqua Timez - Sen No Yoru Wo Koete
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerunda
Anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
Nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da
Donna ni negai nozomou ga
Kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mono ga takusan aru darou
Sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
Dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara
Sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
Tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kono hiroi sekai de meguri au yorokobi wo kotoba jya ii arawasenai ne
Dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi
Iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo doremi de utatte
Fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi
Atarashiku umare kawaru dareka wo mamoreru youni to
Kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me wo shite ita boku
Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
Massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
Kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi wo iyagatte
Ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mama de hito wo aisou to shite ita
Sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
Tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa
-Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerunda,
Tim
Thursday, 16 October 2008
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Goodbye...
To my dear Fuji...
Fell in love with skating since I was 16...
Has been skating on and off till now...
It was ALWAYS at Fuji Ice Palace...
Some of the most memorable days I spent there...
Recently fell in love with skating all over...
Tried on my first pair of hockey skates there...
Got to know interesting and fun peeps there...
Caught up with my old friends there...
Met Her in the rink... <3
How could I ever forget u, my dear Fuji?
Thank you for the memories and the good times...
We will miss you...
I will miss you...
You will always live in our memories...
Goodbye, goodbye my dear Fuji...
So Long Goodbye - Sum41
Time passes by, direction unknown.
You’ve left us now but we’re not alone.
Before you know it, your cup’s over flown.
You measure no one that I’ve ever known.
Chorus:
And it’s quite alright, and goodbye for now.
Just look up to the stars and believe who you are,
’Cause it’s quite alright
and so long goodbye.
We always knew that it’d come to this,
It’s times like these i forget what I miss.
Matters of heart are hard to address,
Especially when yours is full of emptiness.
Chorus:
And it’s quite alright, and goodbye for now.
Just look up to the stars and believe who you are,
’Cause it’s quite alright
and so long goodbye.
Time passes by, direction unknown.
You’ve left us now but we’re not alone.
Before you know it, your cup’s over flown.
You measure no one that I’ve ever known.
Chorus:
And it’s quite alright, and goodbye for now.
Just look up to the stars and believe who you are,
’Cause it’s quite alright
and so long goodbye.
-Hearts,
Tim
P.S. Kallang sucks... =.=!
Sunday, 12 October 2008
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Changes...
Hi world,
Thanks to ppl out there who actually take time to read this here blog although its all a big bunch of emo rubbish... I think i need to start being thankful for what i have, what i have gotten... Contentment...
School started... Taking Social Psychology, POA, Principle of Marketing and Corporate Finance... I cant stand POA and i REALLY cant stand Corporate Finance... CF is a disgusting subject... who the heck ACTUALLY calculate and quantify RISK??? there are so many alphabets in the equation i can almost form a sentence... =.=!! anyways, i really hope i can do well for it... gonna start my engines to mug once nov comes in... Good thing got Dolly and WY with me to go thru these classes or i think i'd die... lol...
I've become a true blue skater!! ice that is... i've learnt so much from the skaters there... and i met a special skater there too... =D =D its been a week plus and still going on! Gambette ne? =) On a very different note, the rink is closing... sighhh... going to kallang really sucks... SO FAR AND SO EXP!! =.=!! maybe i'll just convert to rollers instead... bleah...
Anyways, here's a song to conclude, enjoy... =)
It's gonna be love - Mandy Moore
It's gonna be me, baby
It's gonna be you, baby
Time, I've been patient for so long
How can I pretend to be so strong?
Looking at you, baby
Feeling it too, baby
If I'm asking you to hold me tight
Then it's gonna be all right
It's gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more than I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be me, baby
It's gonna be you, baby
It's gonna be.....
It's gonna be love
Time in my restless sorrow pool
How can you pretend to be so cruel?
Maybe it's me, baby
Maybe it's true, baby
Maybe it's everything we're dreaming of
We've waited long enough
It's gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more than I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be you're the one to do
It's gonna be me, baby (me, baby)
It's gonna be you, baby
The sooner you let two hearts beat together
The sooner you'll know this love is forever
(It's gonna be love)
Love needs time now or never
(It's gonna be love)
It's gonna be tough
You gotta believe
It's gonna be strong enough
It's gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more than I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be you're the one to do
It's gonna be hard
It's gonna be tough
It's gonna be more than just enough
It's gonna be love
Oh, it's gonna be love
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be me, baby (me, baby)
It's gonna be you, baby
It's gonna be me, baby, hey (me, baby)
It's gonna be you
It's gonna be....(yeah)
It's gonna be love
It's gonna be,
Tim
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